Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I am happy. Why? Because I am making the right decision, I don't care if people are happy for me.
Sometimes, you just have to lose yourself in order for you to go to the right path. You have to take the road where everyone says, STOP. Stop? I don't even know how to stop an intense feeling! I am facing a lot of trials right now. For some people, this is shallow, for me? It's one of the biggest process that I need to endure during my happiness.
I am so sorry if he's not the person you have imagined being with me. I am sorry if I make mistakes because there's this thing called passion. I am so sorry if my standards dropped low because I am being true. I am so sorry if I don't ever listen to the thing you're saying because what's within me is more important. I am so sorry if I opened up myself to you, yet my expectations from you went nowhere. I am so sorry if I disappointed you with the decisions I am making, because this is me. Sorry if I can't be the person you want me to be. I'm sorry that we have to go through this because you can't accept the fact that I dearly love this person. Sorry if my happiness, my contentment, brings you danger and anger.
ACCEPT! Can't you just do that for me? That one thing I am asking ever since I opened up myself. Another one, TRUST. Hell yeah you raised me well! That's why you need to trust me. I know what I'm doing.
Hindi ako magmamahal ng taong hindi ako kayang panindigan. I love him because that's just it. I know my life, if I ever fall down, if all of these are just assumptions, I'll fall down smoothly with no regrets. Sana balang araw maintindihan mo naman ako. Kahit ngayon lang.
TRIALS make you STRONGER. It'll make you fight and that makes you a FIGHTER. (anu daw?! haha. )
♥ my world is insane WILD.
4:55 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
Hala, ang tagal ko mag update. Bear with me, ayoko mag ingles! Pwede ba? haha. Ung last update ko? Ung crush ko ngang si Tuyan, aun. Kami na diba?! Super saya ko lang naman ngayon. Ngayon lang ulit ako nagmahal ng sobra. Ngayon lang ulit ako naging ganito. Feel ko gawin lahat basta masaya ako. Totoo nga ung sinasabi nila na pag ikaw naghintay? Sobrang tamang tama yung taong darating sa'yo. Sabi pa nila, pag crush mo isang tao at nakilala mo siya at hindi nag fade un, iba siya. haha.
Super happy ako with my lalabs right now. Lahat ng hinihiling ko? Sa kanya ko lang nakita. Kahit sabihin mong ang layo niya, ang hirao ng ganito, minsan lang kayo magkita. Ano ngayon? Super kakayanin naman namin. Teamwork nga daw kami. Basta ay naku, super lab ko tong bhaby ko!
Woo!!! putek it's so drama, and it's so makata. hahahaha!
AYLABYOO MARK LESTER ARGARIN ODIVER!!! mahal kita lalabs tuyan ko! wooo!!!!
♥ my world is insane WILD.
5:44 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Update daw eh! hahaha! wala! wala akong balak mag post! ayan tagalog na! Ayoko kase tamad ako.
My lola just died lst week. I'm now in Manila para sa kanya tapos balik Lucena. Grabeh, masakit yung nangyari. I wasn't able to talk to her before she left. My tears are suppressed right now. I don't wanna cry. Wag na yan. Ayoko ng sad.
People, may crush akong bago. He's name is Tuyan. hahaha! mahilig ako sa weird nicknames eh! haha! May Empot, san ka pa?! He's not gwapo nga lang. hahaha! Galing basketball, galing kanta, mabait, angas, lakas trip, sikat, lahat na. basta I really like him, lakas tama ako sa kanya. Wala ng aangal! Masaya ko pag nakikita ko siya eh! TSK! basta...un na un.
♥ my world is insane WILD.
10:57 AM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Can't post anything with relevance right now in my life. All I know is I am having the time of my life.
♥ my world is insane WILD.
6:38 AM
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
wala. wala ako masulat. gagu ka. i hate you. if you die, wala na ko magagawa.
♥ my world is insane WILD.
6:06 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Been wanting to go to Lucena for the past few days. Why?! 'Cause I'm fucking sick here with nothing to do! Poootah! Ayoko na noh! Gusto ko na umuwi. Yun lang gusto ko for now. Achievement pa! Hindi ko na tinetext si MIGUEL!!!! WEE!!! I'm happy! MAsyado na masakit mga pinaggagagawa niya sa akin though wala naman talaga, just the fact na wala na siya. Un lang!
♥ my world is insane WILD.
11:26 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
I just got my new iPod. It's black, nano and 8gb. I am just so happy right now.
♥ my world is insane WILD.
4:56 AM
