Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I am happy. Why? Because I am making the right decision, I don't care if people are happy for me.
Sometimes, you just have to lose yourself in order for you to go to the right path. You have to take the road where everyone says, STOP. Stop? I don't even know how to stop an intense feeling! I am facing a lot of trials right now. For some people, this is shallow, for me? It's one of the biggest process that I need to endure during my happiness.
I am so sorry if he's not the person you have imagined being with me. I am sorry if I make mistakes because there's this thing called passion. I am so sorry if my standards dropped low because I am being true. I am so sorry if I don't ever listen to the thing you're saying because what's within me is more important. I am so sorry if I opened up myself to you, yet my expectations from you went nowhere. I am so sorry if I disappointed you with the decisions I am making, because this is me. Sorry if I can't be the person you want me to be. I'm sorry that we have to go through this because you can't accept the fact that I dearly love this person. Sorry if my happiness, my contentment, brings you danger and anger.
ACCEPT! Can't you just do that for me? That one thing I am asking ever since I opened up myself. Another one, TRUST. Hell yeah you raised me well! That's why you need to trust me. I know what I'm doing.
Hindi ako magmamahal ng taong hindi ako kayang panindigan. I love him because that's just it. I know my life, if I ever fall down, if all of these are just assumptions, I'll fall down smoothly with no regrets. Sana balang araw maintindihan mo naman ako. Kahit ngayon lang.
TRIALS make you STRONGER. It'll make you fight and that makes you a FIGHTER. (anu daw?! haha. )
♥ my world is insane WILD.
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